- Poor love

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As with many stories of ordinary, I am a poor students, is the only village college students, the school is very general, but the undergraduate, and my SAT score is the county first, Grandpa said that this is the champion ah He insisted feast , to treat our home so poor, and finally see hope, and finally someone had to go to Beijing to study.
However, they do not know the students in the city in front of me is how low self-esteem, I do not know how painstaking to learn Mandarin, English, they do not even know how the fees I turn in year after year, there are times I Speaking of his tutor inadvertently can earn 500 yuan a month,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], when my father first made a temper at me, he felt so much money I earned honor the elderly do not know, do not know to send home to his younger brother back home tuition too sensible.
can say that my life is dark, has been studying, classes, exams , money, the students said I was a miser, as long as the part-time opportunities are coming to me, half-jokingly said: Hey, I heard what you can make money as long as are willing to do. I only pretend to care about: Yes ah, I was willing. Money so hard, half of the tuition fees for himself and half to the home for younger siblings to school. I came home talking about are very apotheosis: how promising, not only for their own but also for younger siblings. Brother and sister wrote to me, always said: Brother, I'm going to Beijing to go to university! They do not know my pain, I do not want anyone to see my suffering, in addition to her.
She is my next school girl, when I received the welcome, she helped with the luggage, finding beds. She must invite me to dinner, I ate, I paid the bill after eating, and walking with her in a circle at school, help her to find their way.
Later, she said, then started to like me, tall and thin, especially silent, like a lot of minds, others say she is a small beautiful, but I did not even look at her more than one. Yes ah, then I was thinking, after I paid my bill and how to do this week for meals. I never thought to find a girlfriend, let alone like her stylish girl a beautiful city. And she always come to me, to sit in our class to other people about my things. I am particularly touched that my birthday, she bought a cake at the school gate waiting for me, I have to teach, and until 10 pm, and she waited on me for 6 hours in the cold in the winter. From small to large, no one told me so much, I took the cake in her hand, holding her heart in my hand, with her warm.
She said I know you a lot of pressure, do not be afraid, we have shared together, OK? She is really naive ah, then I also really naive ah. Fascinated by the eyes of love who can do anything out of nothing and can say it.
we found a small house near the school, to live together. I walked on the research have been identified, and bought her many books, let her graduate school. School together every day, listening to lectures, to the cafeteria to eat in the evening I went to work, she is waiting for me at home. She bought a reduction of fruit, one peeled,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], cut into pieces for me, she first learned to cook with coal briquettes stoves ... ... I know she is so in love with me, I am also dedicated to her.
say love the most money, but I do not spend any money, return home, sent three hundred more, she said, is to give my sister to buy new clothes, and we can eat this month, the cheapest food.
talking about her and my family, parents are required to pleasure of seeing. I am fully prepared to do, or be startled to their home. She lives in a kind of special high -grade duplex house decoration is very luxurious. Said her mother because she is an only child, want to live together after marriage. Her father has always been frowned, looking at my old jeans and old shirts. I think the contrast between rich and poor , or too much like the movie was shot in the novel, it is not acceptable.
I can not forget her father said to me one sentence: I did not eat at home a little bitter childhood Nannan, No man that wronged, it is the duty of our parents. Young man, you can do it? I did not answer,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I know I can not. I also know her to be with me, how much sacrifice. Unable to live a good house quarters, squeeze a small cottage with me, do not wear good clothes, long wear sports clothes. The past, the new restaurant that opened, her father drove the family must eat, and now she came to eat boiled cabbage. She saved the cost of living, to help me pay tuition. All this is what I can give her, a poor lover can give her to so much, he asked her to pay endless, from time to matter. She said: love you do not feel bitter. Ah, but I am sad, really sad, as if the same person must be tearing pain. I was born I can not choose, but why did she choose me, choose such a heavy burden.
Sure enough, the results do not agree with her family. She also asked her mother living together with me is not what I have to despicable means. I must say, her parents are really much thought, the surface does not separate us, in fact, has continued to encourage her to study abroad. She happily said to me: Shall we go for it, we go abroad to study. I smiled and said Good. I did not tell her that my brother lost the college entrance examination, to repeat a year, my sister is the third year. I am looking for more work to convince her to move back to their dormitory, and deliberately alienated her day by day, and she did not notice. Because of her personality is so bright and lively, but also a little careless, did not know that I already had the idea of breaking up.
I forced her to back words, most of our time together learning English, she said, I think you seem to me not so good, and I said no, so you learn is right for you,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], you not to go study it? Waited until she finished the GRE, I helped her a resume, send data, write an application, she also got the idea more than busy. She began to become increasingly hesitant to ask you? How do you do, I said I easy, I take the test have been a gunman came out pretty well, what are you afraid. In saying this, I do not see her because my eyes will reveal the truth.
OFFER until finally , finally I was relieved, I call her Mom: Aunt, Nannan to go abroad, you worry. Her mother was hesitant to ask you do not like the past? I said I would not go, I have a family to take care of, I really hope Nannan life happy, but I can not, so I will not incriminate her. Her mother cried on the phone over there, say you are a good boy, and they understand the hearts of their parents. I said I know, I do not blame you, really.
poor boys should not have love, I told her break up, I'm not good enough for you, I is not good enough, I do not have the heart to make you suffer with me . I have parents, grandparents, brothers and sisters still waiting under study, how hard I am at least 10 years to get the whole family a good life, I love you, so I should not be with you, we are beginning wrong, I 'm sorry, I hope you will forget me.
her tears Ku Cheng who hit me, bite me, kick me, I do not fight back, but did not advise her. Long as short-term pain pain, go abroad , I love the girl, there will be a better person and better compensation to you of love, I do not want you in the best years in, you can not enjoy life, but also because I reasons. I am a poor, give you something, and you should get, too far behind too far. I do not want us to become like Dr. older students as family, the couple's home teeth to support one party, contradictions. Is this the end now, believe me I more than you pain, because I had hurt you, have to leave you, I love the most.
she was gone, life continues. Sometimes I would come online to see more love stories, each lovestruck heroine, are so like her. I would like those words to her: If 10 years later I'm free, I will find you, you just want to look afar, you happy, then I will not bother you, if you have not found appropriate, then, let me say again I love you