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full moon of the third child today. -
along, I always consider myself do not believe in ghosts, do not re customs law, the rules were not made, appearance and meek, rebel heart, today I see clearly how his heart is vulnerable and helpless ah! The original from my mother's eager repressed - she wished I was born a boy, I am I could not bear to love me, hurt me, care of the mother of my life disappointed? I will not forget her sunrise and sunset endless and increasingly haggard face, for me,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she can eat the bitter, can do, capable of living have done, and Qugelaopo build a house, all her hard work with the father in return, how can I not grateful? How the heart to see her later years, I ' ve just made me think she is perfectly justified such a legitimate request to be heartbroken when I refuse it? -
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So I said to my wife, my dear, for life is a matter between you and me, the parents can not follow us for a long time, so you think that in sub-house, the issue of raising children, parents I told my brother unfair performance between the words, are normal. Because I do not object, but when my brother got married, the world parents who do not want their children to have a good home, so they does not say, but I know of comity. Now we have three children myself, and so they grow up, to the time of marriage to marry, it is inevitable that parents will let their children be biased,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], then you will deeply feel the parents how hard the original. -
but my wife, I know you are very great. Maybe you think that the word used in your body fit. The first two children were born I'm not around, so you wronged, I'm sorry! I was on the birth of third child to accompany you, Maner heard the labor room, the expectant women mournful Jiaoteng sound, and you sweat, never a word, my heart was deeply shocked by whom - you was afraid that we worry about, so to fight back pain ah - followed me for so long, you should enjoy the blessing did not enjoy too much, but should not be hard to eat more food, no matter how busy or tired you have to cook and clean for me, more and more difficult not bear to let the children cry hardship, cooking, washing dishes, laundry, feed their children, to coax children, grocery shopping, cleaning, chores ... ... too much to contain your freedom, but you never no grudges regret, never never betray me! Be with you in this life is a blessing to repair my previous life! -
2008 years of June 6, three days of lunar month, the third born, a boy. The mother cried, and all pro phone Zhougao friends, to win the other side saying \ I could see the mother licking the calf deep feelings , loneliness, that moment, mother, various aunts, aunt and all present were brightened up, full house of laughter is coming to this new life, blessings and encouragement, however, I was silent. -
2008 年 7 月 5 Saturday night -
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new house I am sitting between computers, the front of the computer writing this article, wide open windows, confronted with beauty, mind has finally become clear, I now enjoy all the parents giving, in addition to computer, and nothing from my work. And my wife and kids, though because of family planning problems still hiding in her family, but I can still feel her on my deep love and care, I am equally concerned about her and the children, I love you - parents, wife, children. Together with you in this life is a blessing, is lucky. With your expectations and encouragement, I can stand up straighter, look a little deeper, go further. -
Thank you, I will do better, to return your love and expectations. -
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including the youngest born in that moment, I keep in the delivery room, the nurse came out and said a boy,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I simply do not smile, not fake, nor is it going to deliberately conceal the joy,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], so makes it appear stable, This is shirk, is the shit. Heart to speak, was very relaxed, long-term depression at that moment has finally eased - I finally completed the task of the family line! -
today, although the flat light of our lives, but compared to most people, not worse off, even more than most people to be good. So I hope I have to know how the people closest to Thanksgiving - thanks to new and provide opportunities for China's reform and opening up (or we must be counted so many real estate landlords, and will be hit), for grandparents to parents to come together and thank the parents profound feelings of trials and hardships and who are still to thank the parents give us life, for caring and trust my wife, for the children to give us joy and laughter ... ... the people there are many, many thanks for our good, to support us, in terms of verbal, mental or financial property, we have to thank them, but also those of us bad people, has been insulting, bullying, or calculating our people, we have to thank them, because the same will be encouraged with the fight against Let us know how to survive and to live better, but also allowed us to recognize their family to be united to the importance of trying to live up to expectations! So I hope we all have to remember: every day is today! -
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three days of lunar month -
a real contradiction, I do not know is happy or sad. -
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so quiet at the moment, think about the silence at the time is wrong! Wife how much I love my parents, the child born to this family how much laughter, I have the right to make me any less cruel to deprive you of the laughter? Many children, and family planning penalty penalty points points to it, flies will live a difficult point of it, focus on the future focus of the burden it, what is? If a man can not afford even this pressure can play it, really vain live between heaven and earth was. -
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