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Last September, I entered a second undergraduate college. Started going to school, I think my classmates just like a butterfly cocoon, a fun day on campus free whipped. Admitted to secondary college because of unsatisfactory, so I'm not happy. The book is sandwiched day, carrying cups, classrooms, canteens, dormitories point line to run. Yu received a call in the evening when I was the happiest. He was always gentle phrase \

and buildings fell in love has been for two years. Yu is the kind of quiet, steady,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], conservative, and even looks a bit stubborn boy. Strange to say, I like him but why is this stiff stiff awkward. He also admire my cell, always quiet and gentle praise me. After the college entrance examination that summer rainy season, yu hug me the platform,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and then he turned and set foot on the south bound train. University, and woo me so far apart to separate, and looking at the disappearing train, I cried almost fainted.

this way, we can only rely on a phone call every day and hopes to pour each other's mind sees. Sometimes I asked the premises, such a separation and waiting, when will it stop ah; Yu always funny to tease me, \, and we used to quietly intercede on the phone, then a simple but happy. Roommate always jealous that I am the happiest girl in the world.

Everyone says I'm a beautiful girl, but also is a very sweet girl. But I do not know why, there was a time I felt a cold air around. Members of my eyes has lost enthusiasm, students and roommates are intentionally or unintentionally, isolated me. I became very lonely, the temperature inside dropped to almost freezing point. So the Internet,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], chat, to pass those idle hours but lonely, so I met him. He beat me in the game 600Q coins, I admit defeat, about his next fight another day. The next several wars, I still did not win him. But in the end, he treated all of my Q coins were all back to me. I was surprised and very grateful. I said, \...

in a chat, was surprised to know that we are actually in the same university. So we arranged to meet at the tennis courts. I took my stand on the court side of tennis, and my heart like a little rabbit hides. He came to be cool than I thought a lot. White shirt, dark sunglasses, blue light mountain bike, he stood under a harsh sun, waved at me. His smile was the sun, people warm my heart. After that day, except for school, I would look for him to kill time.

day, I accompanied him in the gym, his classmates laughed at me nasty. He said: \Out of the stadium was already late, the wind blows up my skirt, his clothes draped over me, very gently for my zip, brush out my hair, said: \\

I've changed and become very lively, very happy, even when a person's face, always smiling, sometimes walking on the road will be humming songs. Slowly, I forgot to call yu and forget to talk to him my thoughts. I am in a rainy night in hand with this boy walking around, the phone late at night listening to his mind. I know that my heart did not want to abandon the premises, every time I think my heart is full of buildings ashamed, but I also do not give up this final novel of what happens.

know him nearly a month of the day, the bedroom will turn off the lights when I received his phone. He was a bit drunk to say, \He opened his arms to me in his arms the moment, the dormitory lights go out! He was very excited, hold my hand very hard. I held him, and whispered to comfort him, but he took me with him I have to drink again, he always said he was sad. Bright eyes when he spoke, his head on my shoulder. Later, he was handed to kiss me, that was my first kiss, I could not refuse. When he reached out to go to my buttoned solution, I suddenly woke up, grabbed his hand and said, \him, or rather not see him. I will make myself get in his kiss. Every time I come the tennis courts, always think of him, and that piece of bright sunshine; every rainy day will think of him,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], miss him stay in my head that the big umbrella. I desperately want to wake up themselves, but could do nothing. I began to somehow distance the anger turned to woo the innocent, I called him, asking him to love me. Yu is very shy, very firm, said: \to face the unreal feeling, he has once again emerged. Day he came to me and said I wanted to, we went to a KTV to sing. Karaoke room, flashing lights and music make people dizzy blurred, after a few glasses of wine, all in front of me began to shake violently, but also how I wake up, however. I do not know when, a pain to my brain instantly became clear. I was his tightly hold him down, but no energy to resist and recover ... ... I eventually lost his own ... ...

next day, Yu on the phone told me that he recently always flustered, and my Tears streamed down. I can not tell him what happened, I have only itself to blame for all this. All of the buildings have been unfair, and I will not let innocent Yu pain. Perhaps someday, he will know it all, or maybe he will never know ... ...

I'm not the kind of girl who loves or hates, and I have no right to blame anyone, it will not blame anyone. That boy was standing in the sun, I deleted all his silence, let him simply disappear it. If time could go back ... ...

red maple leaves on campus, but also down, and quiet, no sound.

This is not a joke, but I would like to pass everyone to see. A beautiful and sad, very sad story, the sympathy of so many people together can not restore the girl's life. Girls to protect themselves.